I’m sorry you suffer like this. My husband was in that kind of pain for years waiting to be approved for disability insurance so he could finally get his hipped replaced. He could barely move, yet he still drove a truck of books across the country for me and supervised their unloading when I exhibited at book fairs. Volunteers and some temporary paid help actually unloaded and moved the books, and we had a crane in the truck to help, too. I can only imagine how tough those years were for him. It’s why I gave up my business. I could not do it by myself and he could no longer help.